Old Shit

Sep. 18th, 2014 04:32 pm
angelicmobster8: a well manicured hand with a large ring tightening a lace on the green shoe (Shoe)
It's so uncomfortable seeing people from the past. I recently ran into the grandmother of an ex-best friend (K). She had raised K, and I thought she was Ks mother for a long time. Anyway, I was freaking out inside, but tried to be polite. She had her great grandchild with her. Not Ks kid, but her sisters. K has a baby.

Ks grandma made me give her my number, I was so happy they never called. I'm not on Facebook for a reason. When relationships die out, they should just stay that way. Especially grade school one. It's unhealthy to be connected with people you played with in kindergarten. At least for me, I have no interest in them.

In grade 7, K and I got matching sweatshirts. We even named them. Dark grey sweaters with a dagger/dragon/skull design. Studs on the hood. We thought they were so cool. The other kids probably made fun of us. I still have mine and it's too big on me. It must have swallowed eleven year old me right up.

I've been considering donating it, along with a jewellry box K gave me for my birthday once. The jewellry box is cute, but I have better ones. The sweater is ugly, but I still have a hard time parting with it. I wear it around the house when my better sweaters/cardigans/robes are unavailable. Like right now.

Instead of thinking about K when I wear it, I want to think about my other associations with it. Like Apollo our cat sleeping in it while I wear it. He looks like a very odd baby bump. He's been sick lately, but is getting better. I thought he was dying a week ago a cried like crazy. He's fine now.

I dunno, I'll probably get rid of it at some point. Maybe after I wash it next. It's an ugly sweatshirt and isn't very warm. It's from fucking Wal-Mart. Fuck this nostalgia shit.

Also, I have loved every version of this song that I have heard so far.
angelicmobster8: a heart shaped candy saying a.m. inc. (Johnny Christ)
[Error: unknown template qotd]Ugh. I went to the same elementary school and the same high school growing up. It sucked. I should have chosen a different highschool and started over. Almost everyone from my elementary school went to that highschool. I only went because it was easy. My sisters went there, my friends were going there (friends who I stopped talking to in grade nine). A representative from the highschool came to our grade eight class to, I dunno, recruit us. No one from any of the other school came, so that's why I didn't think of any other options.
angelicmobster8: shot from a scene in queen of the damned, surprised lestat, text says w.t.f? (WTF?)
What is up with children? I was remembering some of the messed up sadistic things my friends and I would do to eachother, we seemed to like pain. Like the game Mercy, I almost broke Kaylas fingers. Airborn, a game Kayla and I brought from cadets and introduced to our classmates. We played it wrong and ended up with bruises in the strangest places.

Then there's that rock, paper, scissors game, where the loser gets slapped. Oh, and TaSha and other kids were always sticking pins through the skin of their hands. I have a clear memory from when I was ten or so. We were are a church and TaSha kept sticking the pin of her angel brooch through the skin between her thumb and index finger.

I never saw this, but apparently burning your arm with a cigarette was popular.

I can't imagine what kids today do.

June 12

Jun. 12th, 2008 04:51 pm
angelicmobster8: a heart shaped candy saying a.m. inc. (Default)
TaSha and I had plans, but yet again... I don't know, whatever. I'm not really angry. I guess I'm used to being disappointed.

The Zipper

Jan. 5th, 2008 11:33 am
angelicmobster8: a heart shaped candy saying a.m. inc. (Rose)

I miss the Zipper. I only went on it once with Chantel, I think I was 12. That was the best part of the day, because we weren't able to buy enough tickets. I actually found the ride very relaxing, Chantel screamed a bit. I don't think they have the Zipper at Winder carnivals anymore.

Yon know, I haven't been to a carnival at night for YEARS. I vaguely remember going to one with my mom, and we went on the ferris wheel. I think. I get a lot of my early memories mixed up with dreams so I don't know.

I would love to go to a carnival/festival (especially at night), but I don't have anyone to go with. I don't have any friends. I guess I could try with TaSha, but I can never make plans with her, she's unreliable. I've learned not to depend on her.

I don't know what brought this all up, especially in January.
angelicmobster8: black and white photo of a monarch butterfly (Butterfly)
Well, today we went to Freeds to get my school uniform (fucking expensive). Kilts are $65. What I like about Freeds the most, are the suits they sell. Pinstripe, so sexy. I think they sell fedoras also.

One of my ex-friends called me today. I didn't answer. Could have been her mom also. I dunno. Don't care.

I feel very paranoid today. At some points I felt like I was going to vomit... Do saltines make anyone elses stomach feel better? So weird.

I want to read The Endless

So far, seven people have taken my survey. I'm interested in what they put...

Soy un perdedor,
Hugs and Puppies,
angelicmobster8: a heart shaped candy saying a.m. inc. (Default)
It's ironic that in my last post I was listening to "Nosebleed" by The Deftones. Today during second period (art) I was minding my own business, doing my assignment, then all of the sudden I felt wetness coming down my nose. Luckily I got to the bathroom before any blood could spill out. I spent five minutes in the damn bathroom.

When I walked into school this morning there were women all around the property, they were giving out anti-abortion papers, and carried around big signs. I believe a girl should be able to do what she feels is best for her body. Plus, what if she was raped or wasn't able to carry a child? The only time I don't agree w/ it is when the girl knew what she was getting into (having sex w/out protection), then she should take responsibility (and of course the boy).

I didn't get to eat anything today (until I got home), I was so hungry. Then of course I had to walk home (by myself because my bitch friends said they would walk w/ me but disappeared... bitches), in the hot weather, w/ no water. Yes I'm a real sob story aren't I (ad for Bend it Like Beckham tee hee hee...)... Just kidding, there are people w/ much more problems.

Anyway, as soon as I got home I felt faint, and quickly ran over to the couch where I passed out. I woke up about an hour later, feeling refreshed. Then I ate a big snack. Really big. Basically an early dinner (except I can't cook), and I'm still hungry. Food smells pretty *looks towards the direction of the kitchen*.

I finally listened to all of the Garbage (self-titled) cd. I love it all, save 3 songs. Now I have to listen to Version 2.0. I've heard the other two cds (BeautifulGarbage, and Bleed Like Me).


Jan. 30th, 2005 10:33 am
angelicmobster8: a heart shaped candy saying a.m. inc. (AM inc)
2005-01-30 - 10:33 a.m.
On Thursday I had my math exam. It was easier than I thought. The KaShawna and I went to I.C.S. so we could get some of our volunteer hours done. Friday I had my Science exam. It was also easier than I thought. Then Shanwna came w/ me to my house, and left a few hours ago.

Would you rather:
1. wear your hair like liberace OR telly savalas? Telly Savalas. I don't mind being bald, I could where cool wigs.
2. be a world famous for your black velvet paintings OR for your grilled cheese sandwiches? Black Velvet Painting
3. smell like a water buffalo OR old cheese? I don't know what the buffalo smells like so I'll go w/ the old cheese :(
4. eat monkey brain OR kitten? I would rather die.

Coroner:: corpse
Mystify:: eyes
Corroborate:: confirm
Misinterpret:: misunderstood
Humorless:: boring
Calculus:: math
Eye for an eye:: karma
CPR:: TaSha
Stitched:: scar
Facility:: mental facility

Angelic Mobster


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