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angelicmobster8) wrote2006-03-31 11:20 am
angelicmobster8) wrote2006-03-31 11:20 am
I'm glad that March is Over
This has probably been the worst March of my life. I missed two weeks of school, and my doctor is a senile bastard.
I've cried so many times this month, and I usually never cry. We ran out of tissues. Not to mention I've been sick, well I'm always sick.
School life hasn't been so great either, I wish some fellow students of mine would get hit by a car, or fall down the stairs. When I look at some of the other students, who only care about getting stoned, I am ashamed of the thoughts that go through my head. "There's one less person to worry about. Probably will end up choking on their own vomit, or found dead in an alley w/ a needle sticking out of their arm".
Then there's my family situation. I am not even sure if I love or hate anyone anymore. I actually wish that I will be taken away. I don't need to hear all of their shit, I don't care. I hate that I don't care. That I've become this cold person. I am actually annoyed by all of their voices.
I am a terrible person.
AM
I've cried so many times this month, and I usually never cry. We ran out of tissues. Not to mention I've been sick, well I'm always sick.
School life hasn't been so great either, I wish some fellow students of mine would get hit by a car, or fall down the stairs. When I look at some of the other students, who only care about getting stoned, I am ashamed of the thoughts that go through my head. "There's one less person to worry about. Probably will end up choking on their own vomit, or found dead in an alley w/ a needle sticking out of their arm".
Then there's my family situation. I am not even sure if I love or hate anyone anymore. I actually wish that I will be taken away. I don't need to hear all of their shit, I don't care. I hate that I don't care. That I've become this cold person. I am actually annoyed by all of their voices.
I am a terrible person.
AM