9:30

So I had a bit of a breakdown this morning. It was over something so small, it's embarassing for me to type it. Even though I'm not sure anyone reads this.

I have never cried like that before. I think I was hyperventilating. I kept clutching at my ribs and my face, it was weird. I thought I was going to throw up. Cockroach asked me what was wrong. I said "Please leave me alone", but it came out wrong and she got offended and started yelling at me.

Then Beast came out and told her to stop, but she wouldn't. I yelled "Fuck off" or something at her. I never swear in front of people, but I couldn't help it. I kept imagining getting up and beating her to death. She eventually went into her room. She dinged her bell and burned some incense to cleanse the house of my evil. At lest she burned the nice incense, and not the stuff that smells like dusty soap.

After about five minutes I stopped hyperventilating and clutching myself. It took a little longer for me to stop crying. I was still shaken up for a couple of hours and didn't go to school.

Other than that, it was an okay day.